Profilo di Xiao LiAmAzInG HeAvEnFotoBlogElenchiAltro  |  Strumenti Guida |
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30 luglio 30/7/06so bad....mayb i shud talk properly 2 him la.....dat i could nt put down dat incident.....n i think dis is nt fair 2 him....so gonna let him go 2 find his true luv la....i'm nt suit 4 him.....i really can find a person hu really luv me wo.....but i din really luv him wo.....i feel so nei4 jiu4.....so i gonna tell him 2mr properly.....n tell him dat we can b gud frens..... 29 luglio 29/7/06so cham la.....sick d la......juz now went 2 meeting sumore bad ler.......terrible headache...huhuhu......but no 1 noes......T_T......*sob sob*....so bad...no ppl care me wan.....feel so sad liao.....n my mom noe i fever d......huhuhu...juz din eat rice liao....so poor.....de head seems like wanna break......HELP!!!!!!!...n he said 2 me dat he juz wanna keep thinking.....dowan come out frm de dream.....i feel so sad la.....keep imagining......bcz i noe i n him really impossible liao.......so i juz dowan 2gether wif him liao....i scare i'll hurt him......n now.....ai ya...i oso dunno wad 2 do.....so confused again....... 28 luglio 28/7/06haizzz....so cham....2day sick d la......juz de whole day feel vry cold...T_T.....feelin bad.....but no ones noe de......dunno y always oso sick de.....so bad.....haizz......huhuhu......2day when i saw him....i felt scare scare.....n suddenly bcame more cold d.....dunno how 2 face him leh.....he juz always oso sad sad wan.......i felt so sry 2 him la.....i noe itz my fault...if not bcz of me.....he wont bcome like dat de......itz my fault.....haizz....n i oso cant forget de past......cant forget wad i had hurt b4...... 22 luglio 22/7/06i oso dunno wad 2 do liao.....everything oso like change d wan......i feel so confused nw......n helpless....i juz wanna sum quiet...n think properly wad shud i do.....but everything seems like loss my control d.....juz wanna peace...but cannot....i cant put him down.....they all give me an advise.....dun bother him.....but i cant.....or i really gotto give him a chance....?....so blurred.....dunno wad 2 do.....so confused nw.....hu can help me...?...i think nobody......so sad...... 11 luglio 11/7/06haizz.....i feel so down dis few days ler....>_<......i feel sry 2 him ler....4 din "choi" him at scul lo.....lolz....haizzz......din talk wif him at all....feel like we dunno each other wan....T_T.......feel so down.......bcoz dat few days ler.....i had sth 2 sad ma......n i feel like scolded him d......haizzz.....n we din contact each other now d......so sad........dunno wad 2 do liao......sad sad sad.......no 1 can compliment me de.....n i juz wanna find sumone hu can really juz luv me wan....din play play wif my perasaan wan.....n juz luv me....dun luv others wan....oso no mer.....so difficult mer......all de boys oso like dat ler....T_T....juz wanna find sumone hu really luv me ma......huhuhu....gonna 2 cry d....*sob sob*......really juz luv me 1 only wor.....can i find him....? 02 luglio 2/7/06haihzzz......long time din write d....coz really bc abt many things ler....n a lot of things happened d....but i think sad things more than happy things...sumtimes u luv someone usin ur heart....really....luv him wan....but wad he do on u.....luv 2 ppl the same time...when i noe dis....i feel dat...i had no confidence on boys d....i dun believe them d....hu u luv dun luv u....hu u dun luv juz keep bothering u.....everyday keep looking at him chatting wif other gals.....playing around....making u sad....n i still hv 2 pretend din mind abt it.....itz really hurts.....really....n when i noe dat he dun luv me at all.....i really couldnt take it......itz my fault....luving sumone nth wrong...the wrong is u luv the wrong person.....dis is the reason i broken up wif him....i wonder y all the boys oso like dat.....keep making all ppl around him sad.....n after dat.....juz keep u bside....when all over d.....suddenly he said 2 u.....he luv u.....n wanna 2gether....wad u will think abt dat time?...itz over.....though i luv another now.....he oso dun like me at all.....i wont mind...i juz wanna keep being frens wif him.....i dowan being hurt d.....itz really pain.....pain....too deep d.....nobody will noes my feeling....wad i think.....no body understand me.....they thought dat i'm saying the nonsense.....i understand....nobody will like me in dis world.....nobody....really nobody.............................................. |
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