28 maggio
haiz...dis few days realy feelin so stress la...so bad la....juz nw after tt ah seng...went out 4 a dinner wif my mum's old fren...wif her families...n i recognised 2 new fren le^^...they r being so frenly la...hehe...bt at home non-stop doing many things la...duno 4 wad...so bc la...wana watch tv programme oso no time le...haiz...n den...i n him seems lik gt sum prob la...haizzz.....duno wad 2 do la...n duno wad he think abt la...so blurred abt dat...so scare he simply think la...n den repeat again...i scare jor la...smtg i realy can accept d la...over means over d...dun mention abt it la...bt many ppl owiz mentioned abt dat...made me so embrassing la...sum1 advised me 2 b mysef...n dun change watever in front of hu...bt actually i think dat i din change at al la...stil mysef in front of him...realy confused abt dat la...after de holiday...there is a station game n gathering organised by prefect la...i hold de post of programmer la...n i confusing abt de soveniers la...if holiday dun do it...i scare dat....we hv no more time 2 do it la...haiz...sumtimes i waiting 4 his phone la...bt everytime oso i din think abt he wil giv me a phone la...n den im doing my things n being so bc...dat time he giv me a cal...>_<...bt i stil said dat im free...bcoz i noe hez desperating...when he told me de reason...i realy feel so...so...haizz...i oso duno hw 2 say la...
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