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April 30 30/4/06i understand u......ok.....i really cried when i saw dis story........so i juz dowan the ppl beside me leave me............u noe...itz really such a sad thing.......
i dunno whether u noe wat i feel anot......maybe......
i really dunno wat 2 do d.......everything juz lose control fr me.........i dunno how 2 do d......
i noe u really dowan i hurt........but the real thing is.....u noe d........
everyone oso scare tat ppl besiae him/her leave them.......especially me........
sry...i really cant take it.......really sry.........
A touching story(MUZ C)这个故事很感人, 你一定会流&# Message: 最感人的100句“对不起” 今天期中考,学校早一点放学,我打了通电话给 他。 :喂,我今天比较早放学,你来载我回家好不好? :好,等我五分钟。 :五分钟?我学校就在你家旁边耶。 :我总要打扮一下啊。 :好啦,快一点喔。 下午2:00,太阳大的让我有种冲动想喷鼻血,我站 在树 荫下挥动着手,虽然没凉到哪里去,但是煽总比不 煽好。 五分钟过了,他还没来,我看看手表,有点不高 兴,十分 钟过了,他还没到..,该不会出了什么事吧?呸呸 呸... 乌鸦嘴,十五分钟过了,他总算到了。 :怎么这么慢? 他一副无所谓的样子说:没啊,看个电视。 什么?看个电视?你要不要顺便睡个觉洗个澡吃个 饭再 来?我没有说话,没有拿安全帽,没有上车的瞪着 他。 :对不起。 这是他第一次对我说对不起,他是一个很大男人主 义,爱 面子的男生,所以他从不像女生低头说对不起,我 看着 他,好吧,似乎面有惭色,我带上安全帽,让他载 我回家。 他总是这样,从来不解释,不争论,不跟我吵架, 只跟我 说对不起,有些事,不是一句对不起就能解决的, 但是他 都跟我道歉了,我也就没再追究下去,他说,我是 第一个 让他说对不起的女生。 认错需要很大的勇气,但是他从来都没有改进他的 错误, 对不起反而变成一种打发我的话。在他说第59次对 不起 时,我流着泪,低下头说:你不要再跟我说对不起 了,如 果你无法改变,就不要让我给你一次又一次的机 会,相信 你会改变。他轻轻的拥着我,说了第60句对不起。 虽然如此,他还是没有改变,不做任何的解释,我 开始怀 疑他是不是有事瞒着我。 :你最近怎么了? :没有啊。 :那你为什么心情不好? :没有啊。 :又是没有啊,你除了这句话以外没有别的吗?你 知不知 道我很担心,很没有安全感,你到底有没有当我是 你女朋 友? :...对不起。 :我不要听你说对不起。 我挂了电话,他也没有打来,他根本就不在乎我, 也许, 我们该结束ㄌ..........这是他说的第99句对不起....。 从那天开始,我再也没有找过他,他也没有打电话 给我, 有时候,我会接到一通无声的电话,但是我喂了几 声,就 挂了,有一种直觉是他,但是他为什么都不说话? 一个月 之后,我按奈不住思念的心情决定到他学校找他, 我在教 室外东张西望的,就是没有看到他的人影,我随便 抓了一 个男生来问。 :同学,请问一下,梦伟今天有来吗? :他休学了。 :啊?为什么?什么时候的事? :他已经一个月没来了。 :...喔..谢谢。一个月..一个月没来,怎么会呢? 我跌跌撞撞的回到家..拨他的手机:您的电话已经为 您转 到语音信箱,请在嘟一声...。我挂了电话,打到他 家, 响了好久都没有人接,怎么会?全家移民吗?他仿 佛是从 这世界上消失了一样,没有一点痕迹。 他该不会另结新欢了吧?我开始胡思乱想,我找不 到 他..,正当我烦恼的时候,电话突然响了,是阿立打 来 的,他是梦伟的死党也是我的好友。 :喂,你还在干嘛啊? :什么? :ㄚ伟在医院啦。 :真的?他怎么了? :没有啦,他在○○医院,就是你上次住的那一 家。 :我马上去。 我立刻用我出生以来最大的速度飙到那家医院,在 医院看 到了他****和妈妈,我向他们问了他在哪一间病房之 后, 就急忙的飞奔而去。 他躺在床上,眼睛看着我,没有说话,没有起床, 一动也 不动的。 :喂,你怎么了?为什么不通知我呢? 他没有回答我,只是一直用同样的眼神看着我。 :回答我啊,你为什么不说话? 他眼角留下了一滴泪,身体仿佛用了最大的力气, 牵动着嘴角 :...对不起...。说完,他闭上了眼睛。 :喂,你别装了好不好,为什么要说对不起,我不 要你说 对不起啊,你起来啊,回答我啊。 我哭倒在他床边,拉着他的衣服哭喊着:你为什么 要说对 不起,连说服我的理由都没有?我不会原谅你,你 起来 啊,你说对不起没有用啊,你不起来我这辈子都不 会原谅 你,我求求你....睁开眼睛啊...。 这是他说的一百句对不起...一群医生和护士拉开我, 开 始抢救他,我全身没有力气再站起来,我的头脑一 片空 白,眼前一片漆黑..。 他没有离开这个世界,只是我永远都无法触摸到 他,但他 有时也会在我的梦中出现,告诉我他过的好不好。 他还是陪着我,还是活着,在我心里,他依然如 昔,还是 会笑着叫我咏熙,叫我老婆,只是..他不再对我说对 不起 了...。 过了几个月,他妈妈来找我,给了我一个盒子,里 面装 的,是一百张照片,每一张照片的背面,都写着它 让我生 气的事情。 第一次对不起,老婆,我今天不是故意迟到的,我 也知道 理由很烂,但是我真的不忍心说实话,我在出门前 突然心 脏绞痛,但是我已经尽量赶了,原谅我好吗?第二 次对不 起?老婆,我.......... 第三次对不起,老婆,我... ................................ ............................ ................... ................ ........... ......... ..... 第一百次对不起,老婆,我不是狠心要丢下你,只 是上帝 似乎不给我这个机会让我爱你一辈子,为你带上戒 指,你 是我第一个让我说对不起的女孩,也是我第一个想 共度一 生的女孩,原谅我不能给你幸福,我会化作天使, 守护着 你,看着你得到幸福,答应我,别哭,我不要看到 你为了 我憔悴流泪的样子,我爱你。 bye 梦伟 我怎么可能不哭,你的要求太严苛了,最后一张照 片,是 他在医院理拍的,照片上他笑的很灿烂,他变的好 瘦,脸 色好苍白,但是他还是露出了笑容,拍这第 一百张照片。 在他最虚弱罪痛苦的时候,我没有陪着他。 对不起。 我抱着他的照片,泪流不止 April 29 29/9/06i not enuff sleep yesterday ler.........i slept last nite 12.30am ler......WOW.....
but i'm really so busy 2day abt the history project again......abt the laporan kajian.....
dunno hot 2 write ler.....now only have 7 pages......still got a lot wanna write wan ....
but dunno how 2 arrange the laporan.....dunno which wan is latar belakang......pengenalan.....menentang......or other imformations else ler......T_T
WOW......my eyes like panda ler.......HUHUHU......dunno wat 2 say ler......k ler.....wanna sleep ler........=.=no mood 2 write ler.......
April 28 28/4/06i dunno wat 2 do wif both of them .......i really feel so sry 2 them........
i cant take it.......i cant let him go........but i dunno wat 2 do......
i feel very confused........really confused.......
i dunno wat 2 write now........my mind so ..........
i dunno dunno dunno!!!!!!!!! April 27 27/4/062day i'm so unhappy ler.....i think tat someone is hating me.......i feel very down........
dunno y ler.......no mood in doing other thing.....i feel so sry.......
but i cant do anything........really sry.......
i really did wrong d....sry sry sry sry sry sry.........
i dunno how 2 say.......i think i cant sleep 2nite ler.......i noe he hate me.......
but i really din play....... 心心相通敞開你的心 歡迎他的心
沒有阻擋 心心相通
心心相通 和諧溫馨
你知我的心 我知你的心
彼此知心 心心相印
心心相印 心心相通
忘掉你的心 走入他的心
細心體會 了解他心
了解他心 關懷寬恕
你心在我心 我心在你心
彼此交心 彼此珍惜
日日天天 和諧快樂
每一顆心 同是一心
一心一體 心心相通
每一顆心 同是一心
心心相通 心海圓滿
平常道入山林 出人群 人群闹 出林静
静中坐 静中修 修得身心 皆寂静
出山林 入人群 人群闹 山林静
闹中行 闹中修 广度众生事无休
静中修 闹中修 出入静闹心自由
身心静 众生度 自利利他菩提路
山林好 人群好 进进出出修行好
修行好 度生好 融入生活平常道 April 26 26/4/062day i really more tired ler.....i oso din at the class the whole day ler......>_<
busy abt duty and other thing ler........2day's ceramah was abt anti-dadah wan ler.......
so boring wan ler.......and i change the clothes many times ler......coz prefect and police cadet oso wanna take photograph ler...........2mr got exam again ler.......
abt form 1 maths wan ler......T_T........really bored ler.....ai.....dunno test abt wat ler.......
now i everyday oso very tire wan ....dunno y ler......>_<
2mr wanna take photograph again ler.......olahraga.....so bother.......
2mr PRS got meeting ler........and BI society oso got ler.....how i can go the 2 places at the same time ler...?
ai......geografi project change date pass up d....next wednesday.......
2day BC got meeting mer.....so i came back at ........3 smt 2day ler........and rain so heavy.....
so din go 4 tuition ler........k ler....continue.....back 2 busy again ler.......
April 25 关于爱爱 是一种幸福的感觉
爱 是一种包容和宽恕
爱 是多种酸甜苦辣味
爱 是不会计较过去的
每个人总是这样 不会珍惜眼前
每个人总是这样 失去了才觉悟
每个人总是这样 错了才去补救
每个人总是这样 有了总是不足
关怀就像辣椒
偶尔放一些来调味 就可以成为了一道美味的食物
天天都放很多的话 就成了一道又难吃又辣的食物
和关怀的原理一样 要适当的给予关怀才是最对的
一个没有耐心的人 是忍耐不住一个太过关心她的 25/4/062day i had an exam of form 1 science......itz quite good ler...HAHAHA.......^_^
so happy ler......and when i finished my exam 2day.....i got asleep in the class and.......dreams........and they juz very noisy so i got awake......=.='
ai........2day tired again ler.....i walked fr schul 2 SMK Seri Kampar.....at 2pm......
WOW....so hot ler 2day......T_T.........i became dark again ler........T_T....so far ler.......
and i came back at 5.20pm.....my tuition at 5.30pm....rushed till i ran 2 tuition ler.......
den 2mr got ceramah again........gotto hear 2 the boring things again ler....T_T
and 2mr oso got take photograph....police cadet and prefect.....wanna change shoes and half-u..........and change back 2 schul uniform coz prefect wanna duty mar......T_T
change till very bother ler.......11 smt got pameran oso......so boring........
how come i can finish my project ler......dis friday wanna pass up geografi project ler......
and history project pass up on 3/5 .........i dowan ler..... how i can rush 2 pass up ler....T_T
my leg hurt 2day....coz walk till so far....and terseliuh ler......T_T....sp pain.....HUHUHU......
k ler..... i wanna continue my project d ler........ai..... April 24 24/4/062day i feel so tired....went here went there.........
busy the whole day......4 taking the photograph ler....>_<
and 2day i oso got some imformation abt history ler......
but my geografi project still haven finish yet>_<.......
2mr i still decided 2 attend the ceramah......at 2pm ler........
at the other schul.......i think i'm so busy ler.....
2mr got an exam.......abt form 1 science ler........
ai....ithink i can't sleep 2nite ler.....busy reading the science ler.......
and 2mr still got tuition ler.......5.30pm.....i scare can't get 2 the tuition ler.......
i muz be very rush ler.......T_T........HUHUHU....i got a panda eyes 2day morning ler.....
T_T........i dowan exam ler....HUHUHUT_T........
April 23 23/4/062day i'm juz busy finding the imformation 4 the history project...busy finding the web..
but still cant find ler....and i cant borrow text book fr the form 5 student ler...
coz they wanna use....luckily i had a good fren......he helped me find the web site....
and he oso try scan the text book 4 me......i feel so touching.....T_T.....
i oso dunno say wad 2 him.....i juz can say.....thx......
he felt so sad 2day...but he still helped me...T_T
i dunno how 2 compliment him....i feel myself so useless.........
never a ppl will so care abt me ler.......but he.......thx.... April 22 22/4/06WOW...2day when i woke up...the leg so pain ler...T_T
2day'z gathering all the ppl so high ler...dance till like a crazy ppl........
the scetch we act til so good ...but still lose d......
nvm ler....i feel so puas hati d...HAHAHA
coz we all did our bez d mar.....
i juz came back fr the gathering ler.....but got a little boring...coz i din take part in singing competition and the other...i almost sleep ler.....luckily the music so loud ler....HAHAHA
so tire ler.......some of the guys were sleeping...so funny ler.... April 21 21/4/06hey so excited 2 mr......itz the day of Anti-Dadah Gathering ler...HAHAHA
2day i came home at 4.30 T_T...coz wanna practise 2mr's scetch ler......
>_< 2day seems like very hot ler......yea 2mr no meeting...no need write letter 4 it..HAHAHA
2day our principal told us tat if he see boy and gal walk 2gether....he'll see our parents...AIKS>_<
dunno y like tat ler...den discuss thing oso cannot ler>_<
ai...25 Apr wanna take a test abt form 1 science...27 Apr form 1 maths....
den 17 May really exam ler.....all subject oso wanna read form 1 form 2 and form 3 wan.....
so many....AIKS>_<
how i can take it ler......especially history...itz my weakest subject ler T_T T_T T_T
our principal said tat 3 Oren and 3 Emas wanna take all A's dis time wor....if not wanna see our parents again ler
T_T T_T T_T.........itz suffering ler......
2day cadet ajk punished us 180 times "pumping" and ran 13 rounds aroud the schul gelanggang ler
my leg so "yun"......T_T
April 20 20/4/06ai...2day they force me 2 join the scetch ler...they force me act the female character lerT_THUHUHU...
so they so crazy preparing 4 the scetch ler....
hey so shameful again 2day at the hall....
there r 2 meetings: persatuan buddha,ping pong
i oso dunno go where
i juz went 2 ping pong 1 den went 2 the persatuan buddha....
so funny ler.....
hey watz the matter
Ah Yang....dun bother me again ler....
i'm doing project ler.....always talking abt nonsense thing wan....gone crazy d?
ok ler..tatz all..... April 19 19/4/062day my bez fren Pui Yan's birthday......juz now i gone 2 bought a handlace 4 her
she seems very happy 2day
i juz came back fr marching at schul....but seems like no use...coz the ajk din march us
seems like we did our things only...WOW
wat a foolish day ler.....i've got a foolish day 2day...
wat a shameful ler.....HUHUHU.....
wat a boring day ler.......dis sat i gonna go 4 anti-dadah gathering.....
wat an exciting day...dis day gonna 2 come...i've take part in scatch...HAHAHA.....
i oso dunno wat i act....T_Tso tire 2day again ler.....HUHUHU...... April 18 18/4/06ai....juz busy studying the history ler....
principal wanna 3 oren and 3 emas dis 2 classes score full A on mid year exam......
itz impossible 4 me 2 score full A........i juz study all abt history,itz the weakest subject all of my subject
how i gotta score ler......ai... |
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