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August 09

心痛。。。

我真得很奇怪。。为什么这么多打击。。。我累得不想再说话。。。接二连三。。。我又错吗?我真得很烦。。可是我能怎样?看着每一个字。。。我心碎了。。。我也应该知道。。。好的事情绝对不会发生在我身上。。。而我傻得想这么多。。。很痛恨我自己。。。为什么没有人能理解我。。。很难得有一位。。。现在却没有了。。。我很肯定我的不是错觉。。。只是我想太多。。。可能我真得很差。。。现在我却无话可说。。。一切都没了。。。一场美丽的梦。。破灭了。。。再也不会有期望了。。。没有人会帮到我。。。我只能说。。。朋友。。。谢了。。。谢谢你安慰我。。。
May 28

Such a suffering holiday...

haiz...dis few days realy feelin so stress la...so bad la....juz nw after tt ah seng...went out 4 a dinner wif my mum's old fren...wif her families...n i recognised 2 new fren le^^...they r being so frenly la...hehe...bt at home non-stop doing many things la...duno 4 wad...so bc la...wana watch tv programme oso no time le...haiz...n den...i n him seems lik gt sum prob la...haizzz.....duno wad 2 do la...n duno wad he think abt la...so blurred abt dat...so scare he simply think la...n den repeat again...i scare jor la...smtg i realy can accept d la...over means over d...dun mention abt it la...bt many ppl owiz mentioned abt dat...made me so embrassing la...sum1 advised me 2 b mysef...n dun change watever in front of hu...bt actually i think dat i din change at al la...stil mysef in front of him...realy confused abt dat la...after de holiday...there is a station game n gathering organised by prefect la...i hold de post of programmer la...n i confusing abt de soveniers la...if holiday dun do it...i scare dat....we hv no more time 2 do it la...haiz...sumtimes i waiting 4 his phone la...bt everytime oso i din think abt he wil giv me a phone la...n den im doing my things n being so bc...dat time he giv me a cal...>_<...bt i stil said dat im free...bcoz i noe hez desperating...when he told me de reason...i realy feel so...so...haizz...i oso duno hw 2 say la...
April 15

secret secret oh...

wow...such a long time din blogging le...quite bc ma...everything oso seems lik making me so bc la...no time 2 breathe oso haha...so dis long time realy realy happened many things d...i oso duno mention frm where tim...haha...my fren ho...she stil hv little admire feeling 2 a boy hu same scu wif her in de primary scu lo...bt she scare dat boy dun lik her d...so she juz hide her feelings in her heart lo...haha...i think i wana help her jor...i noe wad shud i do la...slowly la...cnt being so impatient de...n me leh...stil being so sturbborn...stil de same attidude...bt i noe no ppl can understand me la...^^...stil de old thing...haiz...a boy same scu wif me...wad wad wad me wo...bt he's my bez fren admire de person...so im being so confused la...anyway i oso dun lik dat guy...no feel at al...frm starting til nw i juz lik 1 person only...din change at al...mayb wont change...n i noe wad happen la...^^
 
 
 
 
~XIAO LI~
4.34pm
December 06

人生II

后悔。。。已经没用了,这只会让自己活在幻想中,一篇又一篇零碎的苦忆被藏在脑海最隐秘的角落,除了自己,就再也没有人可以察觉到,发现到。。。这又何苦呢?天意愚人。。。这句话,我们有资格说吗?如果不是因为我们之前冲动地作出决定,这一切会发生吗?命运是掌握在我们的手上,相信这句话大家都听过不少遍吧。。。世上无绝人之路,只要自己在作出决定之前,请先冷静三分钟,三分钟就好,因三分钟前与三分钟后所作出的决定是天渊之别,三分钟后,你会发觉到之前所作出的决定是愚蠢的。就如我在上一篇的文章所提到的,人生就像一辆巴士,要是搭上了错的巴士,我们还有下一站,再补票就可以去到目的地,而不是呆在原地不知所措。。。朋友,你明白我的意思了吗?
 
 
 
 
笔下,
晓丽
November 30

人生。。。

凡事都有解決的方法,每一個問題,每一個問號都有答案,不是嗎?嘗試把難題當作人生的挑戰,一個給人生轉彎的機會,這樣身為人類的我們,才有生存的價值,才有生活的意義。。。人生就像一輛巴士,每一個站都是我們的目標,偶爾會遲到趕不上巴士,這就像是我們在達成我們的目標必定會遇上的荊棘,可是沒關係啊,接下來等著我們的會是第二輛巴士啊,再趕不及還會有第三輛啊。。。如果因為這樣而放棄接下來的機會,那你搭上成功寶塔的機率還有多少呢??請記住無論如何,這個世界上只有難或容易的問題,而不是有沒有問題。。。當你真的覺得很無助時,你必須清楚知道,解決問題的,只有你自己。。。請不要做出令自己後悔的事,因為後悔是這世上最愚蠢的事。。。

 

 

筆下,

曉麗

 

 

這是我第一篇為我一個重要的朋友所寫的,希望大家見到這篇文章,會留下您寶貴的意見,謝謝大家的支持!!!

November 23

Don't be afraid to tell him that u love him

As I sat there in English
class, I stared
at the girl
next
to me.She was my so-called "best
friend". I stared
at
her long, silky hair. I wished she
were mine, but
she
didn't notice me like that.And I knew
it. After
class she walked up to me and asked me
for the
notes
she had missed the day before, and I
handed them
to
her.She said "thanks" and gave me a
kiss on the
cheek. I wanted to tell her. I wanted
her to know
that I
don't want to be just friends. I love
her, but I'm
just
too
shy. And I don't know why.




11th Grade

The phone rang. It was her on the
other end. She
was
in tears, mumbling on and on about how
her love
had
broke her heart. She asked me to come
over
because
she didn't want to be alone, so I did.
As I sat next
to
her on the sofa, I stared at her soft
eyes, wishing
she
was mine. After 2 hours, a Drew
Barrymore movie,
and three bags of chips, she decided
to go to
sleep.
She looked at me, said "thanks," and
gave me a
kiss
on the cheek. I want to tell her. I
want her to know
that I don't want to be just friends.
I love her,
but I'm
just too shy. And I don't know why.



12th Grade

The day before prom she walked to my
locker. "My
date is sick," she said. He's not
going to go. Well, I
didn't have a date and in 7th grade we
made a
promise that if neither of us had
dates we would
go
together just as "best friends," so we
did. Prom
night
after everything was over I was
standing at her
front
door step. I stared at her. She smiled
at me and
stared at me with her crystal eyes. I
want her to be
mine, but she doesn't think of me like
that, and I
know
it. Then she said, "I had the best
time,thanks!" and
gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to
tell her. I
want
her to know that I don't want to be
just friends.
I love
her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't
know why...



Graduation Day

A day passed. A week passed. A month
passed.
Before I could blink, it was
graduation day. I
watched
as her perfect body floated like an
angel up on
stage
to get her diploma. I wanted her to be
mine, but
she
didn't notice me like that, and I knew
it. Before
everyone went home, she came to me in
her
smock
and hat, and she cried as I hugged
her. Then, she
lifted her head from my shoulder and
said, "You're
my
best friend, thanks!" and gave me a
kiss on the
cheek. I want to tell her. I want her
to know that I
don't
want to be just friends. I love her,
but I'm just too
shy.
And I don't know why…



A Few Years Later

Now, I sit in the pews of the church.
She is gettin
married,now. I watched her say, "I do"
and drive
off
to her new life, married to another
man. I wanted
her
to be mine but she didn't see me like
that, and I
knew
it. But before she drove away, she
came to me and
said, "You came!" She said, "thanks!"
and kissed
me
on the cheek.I want to tell her. I
want her to know
that
I don't want to be just friends. I
love her, but
I'm just
too shy. And I don't know why...



Funeral

yrs passed, and I looked down at the
coffin of the
girl
who used to be my best friend." At the
service
they
read a diary entry she had wrote in
her high school
years. This is what it read: I stare
at him wishing
he
were mine. But he doesn't notice me
like that, and I
know it. I want to tell him. I want
him to know that I
don't want to be just friends. I love
him, but I'm
just
too
shy, and I don't know why. I wish he
would tell me
he
loved me…i wish I did too…i thought to
myself, and
I
cried.

SINCE YOU"VE OPENED THIS, SOMEONE
WILL TELL YOU THEY LOVE YOU AND WOULD
DO
ANYTHING FOR YOU...

BUT..

i delete the but~

if ur a girl.. post as:
"dont be afraid to tell him that u
love him"

if ur a guy.. post as :
"dont be afraid to tell her that u
love her
October 19

Realy mean it.....


Love is not to forget but to forgive, not to see but to understand, not
to hear but to listen, not to let go but to HOLD ON !


Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one
you like will leave you for the one they love.


Here, this email indeed meaningful and touching. Can tell love is so
much powerful than others thing else.

Enjoy reading and hope your could pick up those important note and apply
in yr life.. Living happiness all the way...

Cheers....


He met her on a party. She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after
her, while he so normal, nobody paid attention to him. At the end of the
party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but
due to being polite, she promised. They sat in a nice coffee shop, he
was too nervous to say
anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought,
please, let me go home.... suddenly he asked the waiter. "would you
please give me


some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee."
Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red, but still, he
put the salt in his coffee and drank it. She asked him curiously; why
you have this hobby? He replied: "when I was a little boy, I was living
near the sea, I like playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the
sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the
salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there". 
While saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched. That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart. A man who can out his homesickness,
he must be a man who loves home, cares about home, has responsibility of home. Then she also started to speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family. That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story. 

They continue to date. She found that actually he was a man who meets all her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful. He was such a good person but she almost missed him! Thanks to his salty coffee!

Then the story was just like every beatiful love story, the princess married to the prince, then they were living the happy life... And, every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee, as she knew that's the way he liked it.

After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said:"My dearest, please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie. This was the only lie I said to you--the salty coffee. Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually i wanted some sugar, but I said salt. It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead. I never thought that could be the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie to you for anything... Now I'm dying, I'm afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth: I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste.. But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life! Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anything I do for you. Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my
whole life. If I can live for the second time, I still want to know you and have you for my whole life, even though I have to drink the salty coffee again."

Her tears made the letter totally wet. Someday, someone asked her:"What's the taste of salty coffee?" "It's sweet."she replied. 



  
 

Love is not 2 forget but 2 forgive, not 2 c but 2 understand, not 2 hear 
but 2 listen, not 2 let go but 2 HOLD ON !!!!



Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the
one 

you like will leave you for the one they love. 
 
 
 
 



Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot. 

Who calls you back when you hang up on him. 

Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. 

Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead. 

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. 



Who holds your hand in front of his friends. 

Wait for the one
who is constantly reminding you of how much he 

cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. 

Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's 

her."

一個感人的愛情故事


有一個年輕人喜歡上了在便利商店打工的女孩,他每天都會到女孩工作的店裡面買一包香煙,

漸漸的兩人開始互相熟悉,當女孩工作感到無聊乏味的時候,

年輕人就會出現,他會陪女孩說說話 ,或是逗女孩開心.

女孩也知道年輕人似乎喜歡上自己了,可是自己已經有很要好的男友.



有商店夾公仔機...女孩很喜歡裡面的娃娃,

年輕人知道以後,當天他終於對她表白,希望女孩能接受他,

不知如何是好的女孩,只能殘忍的告訴年輕人,她和他是不可能的,

因為她已經有深愛的男友了,年輕人聽了之後默然的點點頭,

他不死心的問女孩,自己真的沒有機會了嗎?



善良的女孩不忍心....

於是她手指著娃娃機裡面的絨毛娃娃說,

除非你夾滿100個娃娃,而且一天只能夾一個.

原來女孩希望用時間來沖淡年輕人對自己的感情 ,

她心想,一天夾1個娃娃, 最快也要三個多月之後才有100個,

而且年輕人應該不會真的有耐心夾滿100個娃娃吧



這三個月的時間,她會盡量與男孩保持距離,

年輕人還是每天到商店來,可是女孩開始變得冷淡,

他總是試著聊一些女孩有興趣的話題,不過女孩依然愛理不理.



因為她知道唯有這樣做,才不會讓年輕人越陷越深.

年輕人或許是感覺到女孩的用意,

於是他每天夾娃娃,有時運氣好夾一兩次就中了,

有時運氣差,零用錢花光了也夾不到,只好跟朋友借錢繼續夾,一直到夾中為止.

無論花多少錢花多少時間,他每天一定會夾一個娃娃,

只是他無法與女孩分享夾到娃娃的喜悅,

因為他知道女孩有意要避開他,

為了怕引響到女孩的情緒,他只能在櫥窗外頭微笑的對女孩點點頭.



好幾次,看到年輕人因為夾到娃娃興高采烈的樣子,

女孩都想要衝出去對他說,

我是騙你的,你不要再夾了,就算你真的夾到100個娃娃,我跟你也是不可能的!

但是一想到年輕人希望破滅的樣子,女孩就於心不忍,她只能不斷猶豫.

就這樣1 天,2天,3天..,年輕人的娃娃數量不斷的累積,而女孩刻意與年輕人保持距離的結果,

則是讓自己在工作的時後更顯孤單.不知道是哪一天,女孩子因為在外地工作的男友無法回來陪她過18歲的生日,

與男友吵了一架,而那天年輕人仍一如往常的來到便利商店,

不同的是那天年輕人竟走進了店裡,他對女孩說,

可不可以破例讓他在今天夾兩個娃娃回去,

可是因為和男友吵架而心情不佳的女孩,很生氣的當場拒絕了他.

就這樣,年輕人走到娃娃機旁,默默的夾了一個娃娃回去,

在年輕人離開的時後,他對櫥窗裡的女孩看了一眼.

隔天以後,年輕人再也沒來夾娃娃了.剛開始女孩雖然覺得奇怪,但是仍然慶幸自己終於放下了心中的大石頭.

可是漸漸的,她突然覺得不習慣,

因為那個每天都會為了她來夾娃娃的熟悉背影,

好像空氣一樣就消失不見了,這時女孩才發現到,

原來她心中的失落感遠遠超過年輕人所帶給她的負擔.

只是一切都...女孩開始想念以前年輕人來店裡陪她聊天的點點滴滴.

哪怕他只是站在櫥窗外頭沉默不語的夾娃娃,

似乎都會帶給她莫名的安全感.

所以女孩每天上班時,總是不斷的抬頭張望,

那個熟悉的身影來了嗎?







可惜的是,年輕人始終沒出現, 只剩下那台沒人使用的娃娃機.

有一天,女孩下班後,在店門口遇到了以前常和年輕人一起來的朋友,

她焦急的問他年輕人的下落,可是年輕人的朋友則是一臉黯然,

他帶女孩來到年輕人的家,

當他開啟年輕人的房間的門時,映入女孩眼簾的是

一群娃娃機裡面的絨毛娃娃,以及躺在床上動也不動的年輕人.

原來年輕人的脊椎有病,必須要開刀才能保住生命,

可是開刀有一半的機率會失敗而導致全身癱瘓,

年輕人在開刀的前一天晚上,也就是女孩和男友大吵一架的那天,

希望女孩給他機會夾2個娃娃,因為他已經累積有98個了,

然而卻遭到女孩的回絕,隔天之後年輕人手術不幸失敗變成植物人,

年輕人的母親拿了一封信給女孩,那是年輕人在手術之前寫好的:

其實我早就知道,就算夾到了100個娃娃,

妳也不可能會喜歡我,我之所以這麼做並不是故意要造成妳的困擾,

而是希望在我有限的時間裡,

證明我曾經很用心的去愛一個人,

這樣就足夠了,如果妳看到了這封信,

那表示我再也無法為你夾娃娃了,對不起,或許我的努力還不夠吧,

沒能夾到100個娃娃親手送給你..

女孩看著床邊的99個絨毛娃娃,那是99顆無法承受的真心,

眼眶裡的淚水早已決堤而出...

隔天女孩來到年輕人的家,

她將第100個絨毛娃娃放到年輕人的手中,

這時已經變成植物人的他,

眼睛流下了淚水...
October 16

人的一生會遇上的四個人

人生就是為了找尋愛的過程,
每個人的人生都要找到四個人

第一個是自己,

第二個是你最愛的人,

第三個是最愛你的人,

第四個是共度一生的人.

首先會遇到你最愛的人,然後體會到愛的感覺;
因為了解被愛的感覺,所以才能發現最愛你的人;
當你經歷過愛人與被愛,學會了愛,才會知道什麼是你需要的,
也才會找到最適合你,能夠相處一輩子的人。
但很悲哀的,在現實生活中,這三個人通常不是同一個人;
你最愛的,往往沒有選擇你;
最愛你的,往往不是你最愛的;
而最長久的,偏偏不是你最愛也不是最愛你的,
只是在最適合的時間出現的那個人。
你,會是別人生命中的第幾個人呢?


 

沒有人是故意要變心的,他愛你的時候是真的愛你,
可是他不愛你的時候也是真的不愛你了,
他愛你的時候沒有辦法假裝不愛你;
同樣的,他不愛你的時候也沒有辦法假裝愛你 。
當一個人不愛你要離開你,
你要問自己還愛不愛他,
如果你也不愛他了,千萬別為了可憐的自尊而不肯離開;
如果你還愛他,你應該會希望他過得幸福快樂,
希望他跟真正愛的人在一起,絕不會阻止,
你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福,就表示你已經不愛他了,
而如果你不愛他,你又有什麼資格指責他變心呢?
愛不是佔有,
你喜歡月亮,不可能把月亮拿下來放在臉盆裡,
但月亮的光芒仍可照進你的房間。
換句話說,你愛一個人,也可以用另一種方式擁有,
讓愛人成為生命裡的永恆回憶,
如果你真愛一個人,就要愛他原來的樣子─愛他的好,也愛他的壞:
愛他的優點,也愛他的缺點,
絕不能因為愛他,就希望他變成自己所希望的樣子,
萬一變不成就不愛他了。
真正愛一個人是無法說出原因的,
你只知道無論何時何地、心情好壞,你都希望這個人陪著你;
真正的感情是兩人能在最艱苦中相守,也就是沒有絲毫要求。
畢竟,感情必須付出,而不是只想獲得;
分開是一種必然的考驗,
如果你們感情不夠穩固,只好認輸,
真愛是不會變成怨恨的。
兩人在談情說愛的時候,
最喜歡叫對方發誓,許下承諾我們為什麼要對方發誓,
就是因為我們不相信對方,我們根本不相信情人,
而這些山盟海誓又很不切實際:
海枯石爛、地老天荒,都不能改變我對你的愛!
明知道海不會枯、石不會爛、地不會老、天不會荒;
就算會,也活不到那時候。
許下諾言的時候千萬注意,不要許下可以實現的諾言,
最好是承諾做不到的事,
反正做不到的,隨便說說也不要緊,
請記住:”不可能實現的諾言最動人”
在愛情裡,說的是一套,做的是另一套;
講的人不相信,聽的人也不相信。
你呢?找到了第幾個?
茫茫人海中,你遇見了誰?誰又遇見了你?

 

 

這是一個朋友轉發給我的信。常常收到類似的讓我繼續轉發的郵件,號稱如果這樣做了就會怎麼樣之類,通常我會把自己作為終點,但是這封信打動了我,因為它說:"收到了這封信,是因為有人在默默的祝福,因為你也愛你身邊的一些人"。帶著愛的,一切將如願以償。

  這是一封給你送上好運的信,它始於新英格蘭。此信已經繞地球轉了十次。現在好運已降臨到你身上,只要你照辦,將此信復制2O份分別寄給親朋好友,使它在界各地周轉,你將在四天內交到好運,這不是在開玩笑,不需要寄錢,因為幸運是無代價的。

   你看到了嗎?我在默默的祝福你。

祝願天下有情人終成眷屬

September 13

Y?!!Y they treat me lik dat?!

i realy feel so sad 2day.....hw could they treat me lik dat...?!!I din do anthing.....i realy treat them as my gd frens de......i din say dat.....i realy din say dat de......T_T.....wana cry liao......dunno wad 2 do.....i juz wana my frenz happy only......but no 1 trust me nw....they al thought i realy do so......no ppl understand me....bcoz they realy dun recognise me.....so y they thought i'll do so.....i scare i realy cant face it lo......din hv brave 2 face it.....hw could i face them nw...?......same class......so near.......i realy........wana DIE la.......so bad......i dowan 2 b lik dat....juz wana my frenz trust me only........but no 1.......y...?????!!!!!!!!
August 30

How guys xpress their love.....

When a GUY is quiet and is
alone,
He's is thinking how good you're, Miss
you!!!

When a GUY is lying on his bed,
He is thinking deeply why he loves you.

When a GUY looks at you in your eyes,
He wants to tell you how much he loves
you and
how important you're.

When a GUY answers "I'm Fine" after
awhile,
He is not and feels hurts.

When a GUY keep asking you the same
question,
He is wondering why you are lying.

When a GUY hugs you while sleeping,
He is wishing that you belongs to him
forever.

When a GUY calls you everyday,
He Miss You and wants your attention.

When a GUY wants to see you everyday,
He cares for you and want to know how
are you
today.

When a GUY sms's u everyday,
He wants you to know he is fine.

When a GUY says I love you,
He really means it.

When a GUY says that he can't live
without you,
He has made up his mind that you are his
future
wife.

When a GUY says "I Miss You",
He wants to see you immeditely.

Repost this bulletin in 10 minute and you
will get Happiness
If you not repost this bulletin you will get
bad luck...

******GooD LuCKY!!!!*******

You've opened it!!!! Good Luck! Tonight
at
midnight
your true love will realize they love you.
Something
good will happen to you at 1:00-4:00 pm
tommorow, it could be anywere. Get
ready for the
biggest shock in your life. If you break this
chain
you
will be cursed with relationship problems
for the
next 10 years. Post this within 15 minutes

******i MiSS You Honey!!!*****
[[i miss you!!]] If you are missing someone
right now and can't get them out of your
head
then re-post this within 1 minute and
whoever you
are missing will surprise you tomorrow.

*IF YOU
BREAK THIS YOU WILL HAVE
THE
WORST DAY OF YOUR LIFE
TOMORROW
August 20

愛,其實很簡單

愛,其實很簡單

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阿海是個沉默的情人。他不羅曼蒂克、他的嘴巴不甜、他不會含情脈脈的望著小玫。他說話不帶感情,有時候冷淡的連小玫都不知道要怎麼辦。

小玫是最能忍受阿海的個性的人。兩人在天真的十六歲相識。先是做了兩年的好朋友,然後在高中畢業舞會的前夕,阿海打了通電話給小玫:「玫,沒有人陪我去舞會。妳當我的舞伴吧?」

就這樣問著小玫,也沒有問問看小玫是否已經有男伴了。

小玫的反應也是很平淡:『好呀。』

「嗯,那就這樣。我明天晚上來接妳。」阿海掛了電話。

小玫取消了跟她原本男伴的約定,畢業舞會當晚跟著阿海去了。

阿海是個聰明的男人。

大學畢業後,他很快的取得了許多電腦有關的職照,大學讀到第二年末時,他就已經找到了一小時四十元美金的工作。小玫沒有考進一所四年的大學,所以在專科學校讀了兩年後,也開始找工作。

「玫,妳在我上班的附近找工作吧,這樣我找妳比較方便。」

當初小玫在找工作時,阿海說了這麼一句話。小玫平淡的點點頭,在離阿海不到十分鐘路程的地方找到了工作,在一家公司做資料輸入。

成為男女朋友,是在小玫找到工作又過半年,一個晚上兩人一起看? F場電影後,吃宵夜時小玫問道:

『海,我們是什麼關係呢?』

阿海看了小玫一眼,「妳覺得是什麼?」

小玫已經習慣了阿海冷淡的態度了;他對每個人都是這個樣子。

『我們是? k女朋友…吧。』小玫輕輕說道。 「嗯,是呀。」阿海只是這麼說。

兩人之間,說話總是這麼單調冷淡。可是下雨的夜晚,阿海總是會帶著雨衣、雨傘,到小玫上班的地方等她下班。阿海熬夜時,小玫會到阿海家照顧著他,陪著他到天亮。

就是這樣的關係,又維持了三年。 一晚,阿海忙著公事,又在熬夜。小玫煮了宵夜、收拾了房間後,躺在阿海的床上休息。

不知道忙了多久,阿海說道:「玫,我送妳回家吧。我看妳今晚特別累。」 小玫沒有回聲。

阿海轉身一看,小玫已經睡著了。 阿海輕輕的在小玫身上蓋了一層棉被,坐在一旁望著她熟睡的臉。他捨不得將他的視線移開。

不知道又過了多久,小玫慢慢醒來。當她發現阿海就坐在她的身旁時,她趕忙坐直:『你快去忙你的呀。我怎麼睡著了…』 阿海沒有說什麼,只是看著小玫。

小玫有點不好意思,微微一笑:『你在看什麼啦?我睡著時流口水了嗎?』用手擦了擦臉頰。 「我覺得妳這樣太辛苦了。」阿海說道,「妳搬來我這裡住吧。」

小玫一愣,輕輕一笑:『這件事不能依你。我們又沒有結婚,我不能跑來跟你同居。我父母會很傷心的。』 阿海點點頭,從口袋? ? 出了一個戒指:「那妳就嫁給我吧。」

小玫整個人呆在那裡,阿海說的每個字都在她的腦裡重複著。看著阿海手中的戒指,視線慢慢開始模糊。 『你…怎麼這麼突然…』

阿海將戒指戴上小玫的手指上:「本來這個戒指,是要哪天妳等不及的問『我們該結婚了吧』之類的話時,再拿給妳。可是看著妳熟睡的臉,我突然發現我好想每天都能看到妳,更不希望妳再這麼奔波疲勞了。」 看不清楚的視線,慢慢轉移到阿海的臉上。 『你真壞…原來壞主意打了這麼久了…』

阿海在小玫的臉頰上親了一下,「乖,睡吧。」 看著阿海坐回電腦前的背影,她只是微微笑著阿海的傻;她現在怎麼可能睡得著呢? 粗心的阿海、沒情調的阿海。

可是夠了,這一個感動可以讓小玫過完一生。 走到阿海身後,她輕輕的摟住他,『我愛你。』 阿海停止了手邊的工作,握住了小玫的手:「其實,我已經愛妳好久了。」 小玫只是緊緊的摟著阿海。想不透自己怎麼讓這麼一個沒情調的人擄走了自己的芳心,
她只是甜甜的笑著。

愛,其實很簡單。

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August 19

28 Ways to Make a Gal Smile

28 Ways to Make a Gal Smile

1.Tell her she is beautiful, not hot or fine.
2.Hold her hand at any moment even if it's just for a second.
3.Kiss her on the forehead.
4.leave her voice message to wake up to.
5.always tell her you love her at any & all the times.
6.when she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you.
7.recognize the small things, they ususally means the most.
8.call her sweetie (not baby).
9.sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is.
10.pick her over all the other girls you hang out with.
11..write her notes (she loves them).
12.introduce her to your family & friend as your girlfriend.
13.play with her hair.
14.pick her up,tickle her, & play wrestle with her.
15.sit in the park and just talk to her.
16.tell her funny jokes,tell her stupid jokes, just tell her jokes.
17.throw pebbles at her window during middle of the night just because you missed her.
18.let her fall asleep in your arms.
19.carve your names into a tree.
20.if she is mad,kiss her.
21.give her piggyback rides.
22.bring her flowers just because of anything.
23.treat her the same around your friends as you would when you are alone.
24.look her in the eyes & smile.
25.let her take as many pictures as she wants.
26.slow dance with her, even if there isn't any music playing.
27.kiss her in the rain Smile
28.if you are in love with her, tell her.

August 18

18/8/06

erm....actually dis few days oso nth special happen la......oso all abt de trial de......gt de bad results ler....>_<....huhuhu.......bad bad bad results lo......dunno how 2 take pmr liao......45 days.....den i'll die on dat day liao......dis few days ho.....gt happy things n bad thngs oso lo......always oso frustrating de.....all my frens oso asked me wad happened.....n i juz said nth lo.......bcoz dowan them wry abt me ma......2mr cadet hv camp lo.....but i din go....XD.....luckily.....:D.....so every1 oso asking me whether realy dating wif him anot wo.....hahaxxx.....i juz said dunno lo........they all oso laughed at me de........haihzzz......
August 12

12/8/06

actually i feel vry sad 2day.....i cried liao......when i reached home....i cant tahan liao......juz cried.......n mom asked me wad happened.....i oso din say anything.....i dunno y i will cried de........i dunno can tel hu my feelins.....so juz write a blog here.....write all my feelins here lo....i hope hu saw dis blog will nt tel any1 de lo......if u r my fren......2day when they told us..."u in charge ursef la.....take k la....."....i realy felt so sad.....n helpless....dunno y will bcome like dat de......i dunno wad 2 do.......juz take k lo......8 of us will do our bez de.....we chose 3 of us bcome ajk liao......although im nt de ajk....but i'll try me bez help them de......we all muz work hard......pmr coming liao......but we will plan all our time wisely de......i think dis is de way 4 us 2 improve oursef......n learn more......i dun believe we cant make it........sure we can de......though pmr coming soon.....but after pmr....i'll put all in it de.......TEAMATES!!! GAMBATEH 2GETHER!!!
August 11

11/8/06

well....dunno y juz feelin de heart nt well......juz can feel sth bad will happen de...im so scare......if i break up wif him...?...wad will happen...?....i dunno la......i scare la.....nt i dun hv confidence on him....i hv no confidence mysef la......he treat me gd.....vry sayang me.....but....actually i said dat i can put "him" down........but when he sms me 2day.....juz said dat thx.....4 de books i had give bac 2 his frens......n den he said nth liao.....dat time i realy feel vry sad....dunno y......juz all de sad feelins.....came out again......made me feelin nt well......mayb i realy juz cant put him down la......but i will try my bez......2 b fair 2 him.....n 4get wad had past......face wad i hv nw.......appreciate....n i think i had feel on him liao.....well....itz a gd thing......learn 2 luv sum1 realy......hope i realy did de rite decision......if dis time gagal again......i realy cant 2gether wif any1 liao.......
August 08

8/8/06

haha....2day took de bm paper 1 n paper 2 lo.....n history lo...oh my god.....2mr still hv exam....4 days more....n i everyday slept so late....till nw fever again liao...n terrible headache lo......cant think anything liao......dunno 2mr how 2 take exam ler....>_<......so gotto sleep nw liao.....if not i oso dunno how 2 take exam 2mr ler.......kkz.....ZZzzz.......
August 07

7/8/06

well well well....2day started trial exam d....hehe....2day took BC.....paper 1 n paper 2 lo......so cham.....moral...art....n pj.....oso wana take in trial wan de....so pity la.....still gt five days la.....finish liao oso still gt learning 2 score la....2 sets more....keke.....but dis few days oso feel like sumthing wrong n little happy la.....XD.....dunno y leh.....mayb dis few days de weather gd gua...XD....sunny ma....{....i noe i'm talking nonsense...}....keke.....kkz...datz all 4 nw la.....wana sleep liao.....ZZzzzzz......
July 30

30/7/06

so bad....mayb i shud talk properly 2 him la.....dat i could nt put down dat incident.....n i think dis is nt fair 2 him....so gonna let him go 2 find his true luv la....i'm nt suit 4 him.....i really can find a person hu really luv me wo.....but i din really luv him wo.....i feel so nei4 jiu4.....so i gonna tell him 2mr properly.....n tell him dat we can b gud frens.....
July 29

29/7/06

so cham la.....sick d la......juz now went 2 meeting sumore bad ler.......terrible headache...huhuhu......but no 1 noes......T_T......*sob sob*....so bad...no ppl care me wan.....feel so sad liao.....n my mom noe i fever d......huhuhu...juz din eat rice liao....so poor.....de head seems like wanna break......HELP!!!!!!!...n he said 2 me dat he juz wanna keep thinking.....dowan come out frm de dream.....i feel so sad la.....keep imagining......bcz i noe i n him really impossible liao.......so i juz dowan 2gether wif him liao....i scare i'll hurt him......n now.....ai ya...i oso dunno wad 2 do.....so confused again.......
July 28

28/7/06

haizzz....so cham....2day sick d la......juz de whole day feel vry cold...T_T.....feelin bad.....but no ones noe de......dunno y always oso sick de.....so bad.....haizz......huhuhu......2day when i saw him....i felt scare scare.....n suddenly bcame more cold d.....dunno how 2 face him leh.....he juz always oso sad sad wan.......i felt so sry 2 him la.....i noe itz my fault...if not bcz of me.....he wont bcome like dat de......itz my fault.....haizz....n i oso cant forget de past......cant forget wad i had hurt b4......
July 22

22/7/06

i oso dunno wad 2 do liao.....everything oso like change d wan......i feel so confused nw......n helpless....i juz wanna sum quiet...n think properly wad shud i do.....but everything seems like loss my control d.....juz wanna peace...but cannot....i cant put him down.....they all give me an advise.....dun bother him.....but i cant.....or i really gotto give him a chance....?....so blurred.....dunno wad 2 do.....so confused nw.....hu can help me...?...i think nobody......so sad......
July 11

11/7/06

haizz.....i feel so down dis few days ler....>_<......i feel sry 2 him ler....4 din "choi" him at scul lo.....lolz....haizzz......din talk wif him at all....feel like we dunno each other wan....T_T.......feel so down.......bcoz dat few days ler.....i had sth 2 sad ma......n i feel like scolded him d......haizzz.....n we din contact each other now d......so sad........dunno wad 2 do liao......sad sad sad.......no 1 can compliment me de.....n i juz wanna find sumone hu can really juz luv me wan....din play play wif my perasaan wan.....n juz luv me....dun luv others wan....oso no mer.....so difficult mer......all de boys oso like dat ler....T_T....juz wanna find sumone hu really luv me ma......huhuhu....gonna 2 cry d....*sob sob*......really juz luv me 1 only wor.....can i find him....?
July 02

2/7/06

haihzzz......long time din write d....coz really bc abt many things ler....n a lot of things happened d....but i think sad things more than happy things...sumtimes u luv someone usin ur heart....really....luv him wan....but wad he do on u.....luv 2 ppl the same time...when i noe dis....i feel dat...i had no confidence on boys d....i dun believe them d....hu u luv dun luv u....hu u dun luv juz keep bothering u.....everyday keep looking at him chatting wif other gals.....playing around....making u sad....n i still hv 2 pretend din mind abt it.....itz really hurts.....really....n when i noe dat he dun luv me at all.....i really couldnt take it......itz my fault....luving sumone nth wrong...the wrong is u luv the wrong person.....dis is the reason i broken up wif him....i wonder y all the boys oso like dat.....keep making all ppl around him sad.....n after dat.....juz keep u bside....when all over d.....suddenly he said 2 u.....he luv u.....n wanna 2gether....wad u will think abt dat time?...itz over.....though i luv another now.....he oso dun like me at all.....i wont mind...i juz wanna keep being frens wif him.....i dowan being hurt d.....itz really pain.....pain....too deep d.....nobody will noes my feeling....wad i think.....no body understand me.....they thought dat i'm saying the nonsense.....i understand....nobody will like me in dis world.....nobody....really nobody..............................................
June 10

extremely down.....

i'm extremely down 2day.....dunno how 2 describe......hu i wanna find ...he's not at here....huz i dowan bother....he find me la!!!.....the whole day i had been waiting 4 him la......wanna cry d......i sent him mail...he din reply me......i oso dunno y.....i oso cant get the answer frm him la.......juz wanna....haih.....i regret wad i did last time la......i dunno wad 2 write la!!!.....dunno whether he is still like dat time so .......haih....dis is the akibat i din appreciate la.......
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